I am a 29-year-old pharmacist. I was involved in an accident. I suffered a concussion, lacerations in various parts of my body, and a complete fracture of my femur to the point that I installed a large nail inside the bone and three small nails. Unfortunately, the surgery had medical errors, so it failed, and the spinal nail became bent, causing indescribable pain. I suffer from sciatica, cruciate ligament pain, osteoarthritis in the knee, and muscle atrophy. When the pain becomes severe, I cry like a child, and as a result of the pain, my movement decreases, and I have two strokes. The doctor told me that I should undergo surgery.Urgent surgery, otherwise the foot will be amputated, and everyone has literally abandoned me except my wife and mother. There are times when we cannot find food, and the bills for rent for the house, water, light, gas, and medicine pile up on us. My wife is forced to work, but her salary is not enough for all that, and there are times when I go to the bathroom at night while my wife is asleep but i let her as i know she is very tired all the day then i crying all the night . I thought about committing suicide, and I actually did. I started to implement the plan...but I backed down for the sake of my son, who does not eat until he eats, so please help. I just want to stand on my feet temporarily.